Everything's basically going well with me. I'm learning to mellow out a lot more. & wai wai! IN 5 DAYS, I WILL BE 19! Yes, it's true people, I am turning 19. & that's got me so excited. It's like that feeling you get when you're excited... but you're tired at the same time? Today I got the WeiB Kreuz & Maze tapes & DOUMO ARIGATOU to Boundless Anime for supplying me with my monthly installment of anime! ^_^ Kudos to you!

Aside from all the good stuff, there is also bad stuff that's happening in my family right now & I've chosen to turn my head the other way. Don't give a damn what happens. It's silly anyway.

On the flip side on the touchy subject of love, I haven't talked to him in the longest of time. It's okay though... he broke my heart before; but it's had time to mend--then he breaks it again. What do you think, people? Should I dump him? But I love him a lot... *SIGH* Decisions, decisions >.<...

8/30/99: *cracks neck* Mou~ sorry it's been awhile since I've actually updated THTC Fanclub, but there are more things on the way! I've signed up with egroups & I am trying to make some wallpaper... esp. for this site. If you have any suggestions or would like to contribute, please, feel free to!

School has started... last week Monday & I've been really busy trying to find a job. & I've actually started studying! It's so strange, but I can safely say it's in part to me looking good for one person... he knows who he is. I'm also a lot happier than before so expect a lot of genki-ness from me! ^_^

I'm happy to say that there are a lot of people joining the THTC Fanclub! Cheers go out to all the members! Thank you for supporting the most beautiful anime men out there!

8/11/99: My brother's gone! Yatta~ he left on Monday morning like really early at 8 AM. It was such a hassle, but I have found the black trenchcoat I will get! I hope to get it soon... before school starts. & yes for those of you who are wondering where I am, I have been busy getting ready for school & also getting back to letters before classes begin. I'm just so happy that I got into a Japanese class--the last seat too! *grin* Yes, so I'm happy but now I have a final everyday of final's week. Oh well, inevitable.

I'm going to just finish school here. But I will still go up to visit him. I'm recruiting my best friend, Roach to come up with me. It feels kind of weird though... my mother thinks he looks like a punk, but I love him anyway!

Oh yes, for those of you who would love to see a picture of me, here I am!

http://members.xoom.com/koyasuhouki/kawaii.jpg

7/31/99: Well, I've just added this page for me to collect my thoughts & for everyone to try to figure out where I'm coming from. *grin* Good luck! But anyway, most of you who know me know that I am so crazy in love right now, it's making me do strange things. Things I wouldn't normally do. Like for instance, last night I drank Mudslides & got a bit too tipsy. On the ride home, I almost stood up in the back of a moving truck bed going 50-60 mph. Oh okay if you must, blame *that* on the alcohol... But that boy's got me doing things I would never usually do. Like for one, I wouldn't be listening to the music I do now (well I did before anime music: alternative/punk/rock). Hell, I'd still be listening to my anime CDs if I hadn't watched "10 Things I Hate About You" in May.

I'm planning to go up to visit him next summer. Alone. It will probably be the first time I'm travelling alone to a place I don't know just to be with him... 'cause he's moving. But it'll be worth it! ^_^ I can guarantee that! Anyway, don't be surprised if I can *not* stop talking about him... for those of you who know me, you know exactly who I'm talking about... & at the moment, I'm scared.